She was the kind of woman who always responded to your messages right away because she did not want you to think she would let you wait …
One day you will open your eyes and find that she is no longer next to you and that she will probably wake up somewhere else for the rest of your life. She will actually choose a man who chooses to be with her every day. She will choose to love someone who will love her as much as you have never been able to. You may meet again a few times in the future, but that will not matter to her. Maybe she will not even notice you because she is too happy – too happy with the love she now has in her life. She will be the same woman who once loved you, but with one big difference – she will love someone else. Someone who deserves to be loved,
She will not look at you as in love as she once did, and when you meet her, she will not be upset at all. Your heart will not beat faster at the thought of you and you will not play a significant role in your life anymore. And you know why? When she found out that you would never be ready to give her the love she gave you, she decided instead to dedicate all this love to herself. She became infinitely happier. And you will notice her self-confidence! It will radiate a confidence that you have never seen before. Because when you were together, you missed that feeling every day. She did not have it at all!
And on the day you realize that she is safer herself, you will regret letting her go. You will hate yourself for not loving her as she deserves to be loved. You will regret having lost a woman who just wanted to love you.
You will miss her so much, but you will never have the chance to win her back. You will regret how she loved you convincingly and with all your heart.
She was the kind of woman who was always ready to talk about you and put you at the heart of the relationship. She was the kind of woman whose phone calls you rarely took because you thought she was not worth the time.
And then you will think back to your time together. You will not be able to get all your old memories out of your mind. You will remember the great times you had with her and you will learn to appreciate her because you never really tried to do that when you were together. Only now will you truly perceive the little things that she has done for you and the relationship, because you will develop the love of detail. You’ll realize what a great woman you had by your side and how stupid you were to let her go.
You’ll miss the times when she gave you gifts for no reason, just to show you how much you mean to her. You’ll think of the days she visited you, just to see how you’re doing. You’ll miss her, as she always told you, she loves you infinitely, but you never took that into account.
And in those moments of vulnerability, your feelings and emotions will completely destroy you. You will regret that you will never find another woman who loves you the way she did. You’ll be saddened that you’ve just lost a woman who has earned so much more than you ever gave her. You will regret having lost a woman who loved you so much.
And now you will perish in your grief. You will simply drown in your sea of regret, because there is not much you can do to regain it. She has decided to continue her life without you and is therefore happy. And that’s why you’re the loser and not you. You will have to get over them, but that will not be easy for you. Because, how can you get over someone who has loved you like no one else ever will?
She was unique and you let her go …